Today;
for me today is VERY SUPER DUPER BAD DAY 4 ME!!!
1st preiod is mt then follow up is maths i gt 5/20 4 maths test at least i make improvement ... the follow up its science... continue the correction of science test then after tht my form teacher tell us ghost stories at bedok res. then after tht is recess.. ah!!! freking angry sia... they tell the guy n the guy dnt admit it haiyya.. nvr mind 4gt about tht guy alrdy k... happy??? haiyya... lucky me i have another guy.... hehe(= okay then reach class i was like wanna cry but i juz act normal.. then i dnt wanna cry infrnt of my classmates.. so sad rite?? i juz lose my mind 4 awhile ppl talk to me n i was like only says "yayayyayaya..." but i dnt even understnd wat they said.. n im askin' myself "am i tat stupid, am i freaking stupid..!" n i ansed: ya, im stupid", " y i am born to earth if i make more ppl dislike me..." badut sia... haiz.. i feel like today is my last day in earth... okay then continue my school lesson.. english im the 1st one to finish the ppr i dnt even tink about the ans. cos to angry + sad.. okay then.. then follow up is CPA... we gt to dismiss like about 20mins after the bell rings... but they make funny stuff uh.. wan kecik call faizul n hisham hp ahhaha use the lab telephone... ahaha... funny sia.. we all waittin to gt dismiss he still have time to call ahhaha.. then wan kecik n guo hong playing wif crash ppr.. funny sia... wan kecik go throw the ppr like play2 like tht then he angry he go throw the ppr hit guo hong eyes.. ahahah funny sia... the hole class laugh at him.. the Ikan idk how he cn fall ahahha.. okay then go home i rush down nvr wait 4 them.. then reach canteen wait2 sekali SJ turun uh.. ape lgy i run after Jessie go bck wif her but she go mc i go home.. then saw Mateen, Ikan, Kai Jie n Beng Hock ehehhe.. saw them talking bus 60 or 18 something like tht ehehe... okay thenn.. take bus 168.... in the bus actually i cried.. fyi uh.. im so super sad.. 2nd time in action 1 in sec 1 n now sec 3 haiyya.. seriously sia.. i really hate myself about tht stuff.. im willing to die.. anw,, if i die who will cry?? nobody cares about me.. i dnt understand ppl nowdays.. juz to selfish/sombong.. sad rite? who will b me deffenitely u will cry i tell u imagine u lost ur mother n then u lose someone u love for a..long time.. how do u feel?? sad... i tink u will say no becoz u r nt me.. nobody noes who am i... even my family members dnt noe my inside.. im outside happy.. laugh2 but my inside ppl dnt noe.. is like fire juz burn me..n i started my match again n burn myself again... meaning the nice me dosent exist in tis world animore..so pple who wnt to talk to me plz b nice.. i cnt take the nice me aanimore untill a guy of my life come n say sorie to me... ani1 uh... must b a guy... abg aknkt ku pn bole.. asl kn laki...okay then.. till here 4 the bad day of my life... n now...
It's too dark at night.
It's constantly cold.
And nothing seems right.
Now that you're gone
It hurts to be alone.
I can't stand it here without you
Afraid and on my own.
Now that you're gone
My world means naught,
I'm sorry for what I said,
And all the times we fought.
Now that you're gone,
I can't seem to find my smile.
I didn't think I'd lose it yet,
At least not for a while
Now that you're gone,
I can't help but yearn
For the love that we had
And the day that you'll return
Now that you're gone
And have left me behind
I'm loosing my focus
And have already lost my mind.
Now that you're gone
Nothing else will matter
Each day I'm without you
My heart won't cease to shatter
Now that you're gone
All it does is rain,
The heavens seems to weep,
As if they feel my pain.
Now that you're gone
I just want to cry,
Because I curse that night you left,
When we had to say good-bye.
Now that you're gone
I only want one wish,
For you to come back
And give me just one kiss
~Toodles~
