haiz.. today so bored... cause 2morrow no sch cnnt mit my frens then on tue n wed is my exam CPA N MT Oral... then thurs no nid go sch... fri nid to go sch.. mon no nid go sch cnnt mit my crush... he is from my class cnt tell only my true frens noe who is he... hehe.. i tink he also noe but he pretend he dk.. haiz.. so bored cnnt mit my kakak n adik ankt the Syafiqahs... i at home always kene bully by my 1st brother that sch in ITE Yishun hate him very much... he feel like he is the boss of the house... my 2nd brother that sch in Junyuan Sec he nice to me somtimes n sometimes he like to make jokes. he allow me to borrow his things example. PSP. we share computer. but my 1st brother dosent if he saw me playing him computer he will ask me to off it. haiz.. last time when i am young like my age is 5+ im near wif my 1st brother now cnnt see each other face. when we saw each other face we will fight. he also tried to bully my 2nd brother but cnt cause my 2nd brother cnt fight back. i always in my room wif my younger sister n my 2nd brother.. but when he n my father go out my 1st brother demon come back. my 1st brother also tried not to listen to my father. im poor for my father he cook for us wash our clothes, work to earn money for living, fetch my younger sister.. and etc. he always every day but not saturday n sunday or public holiday he will wake us up when we cnt wake by ourself he let us bath 1st cause we r going to sch. then after he bath he pray n wake my sister up n bath her n wear for her her sch uniform n ride bike to her sch then he return home he go out again ride his motor to pasar by thing to cook then go home cook then after cooking if have time he sleep if not go fetch my sister go home then reach home give my sister food then he sleep then 2.15 he wake up pray n wait for me or my 1st brother or my 2nd brother to reach home then he cn go to work or he will be late for work. then he ride his motor to his work there at changi the place is hunted is beside the OCH creepy he finish work at 11.30p.m so he reach home at 11.30+ so dark sometimes i want to wait for him but i was to sleepy to wait for him so i sleep. morning wake up the same thing... but my 1st brother like dk what is happening in this house haiz. i dk luh. he dnt want to hear my father advice. since he is in primary sch he change alot n in secondary sch he change abit n ITE he behave like a demon... hate him sey.. to be continued...