ahhah,

hey viewers i'm still awake. hheheh. currently chatting wif Ismail a fren of mine. ehhe. he is f**king anoyying. ahaha. n he keep me acompany ahha. at fist scared uh. but then he chat wif me i'm okay olrdy. ahahha. then toke some quiz frm facebook. cause i gt ntg to do hehhe. okay luh till here[:

sick!!!

ahhah,, i'm still awake lol.

hey ppl;,,

today.. morning wake up at 11+ then feel dizzy so rest i wear sweater n off the fan n i sweat so ya.. then i cnt take it animore i go bath the in bath room i cnt even stand so i sit on the toilet bowl. hehe..

then 1st i use cold water nt warm water. i splash my feet 1st. then body then head. yawss.. then finsh bathing went out go striaght to my room n my father ask "tk mandi kn adik? mandi sorg?" then i wnt to u turn bck i fall on the floor. nice sia..

okay then i force myself to stand up. hehhe. yaws. then get dress up then baring2 . my brother(yazid) n father go friday praying. my another brother lazy sleep at home. haiz. okay. i nask my brother to buy for me burgur. then they reach home i fell like vomiting n i vomit.

then,, my sister give me my burger. i ate it so nice. then i online wif atiqah she said "baek! saket2 bole on9" something like that. heheh. okay uh then my cousin Noni-Nuraini msg say wat r u doin' i say "baring2 jek. i sick uh then she replay "owhh da mkn obat?" i eplay "i da mkn obat" then ok loh lazy to recall wat she msg me. my father give me drink tis water "air zikir" n after i drink it i feel a bit better..

then,, just now @ 9 or 10+ on9 wif atiqah, naqiah n nadiah. heheh. we webcam uh. hehhe..

this r the pics

my face candid sia.. hate it!!!

ahhaha. ignore my face.. i'm so like dk wat happen..

hahha. okay luh viewers i'm goin off9 cause i play laptop 4 so long.. from morning non stop beb. bb

[:

but now i feel goin' to be sick again.]: sedih pah! now i'm hungry!! but need to tahan beb!

smile(:

^^us luh wei!^^

ok. nie semua untk atiqah loh dhe yg nk aku update..

ok yesterday was damn fun luh shey.. serious.. atiqah ask me weather i'm free or not then i say y? then she told me weather i wnt to follow them(naq, nad semua) then i agreed yaws. cause long time nvr met them sia..then lps siap. teros keluar mit atiqah pt bwh blk dhab. ahhah. then go tm for awhile then2 we teros naek mrt stop at paya lebar. coz' we wnt go karaoke. reach there me n tika ingat nk beli air. sakali. naq n nad npk kiter n tegur kite uh. so tk jdi nk beli air.. ahah. then otw go to the building kite kecoh satu mcm sak. ahha. kk then they said thier fren also following uh karaoke then tk pe uh. reach there saw 1 ex-tps 4get uh her name. hhehe. long time tk jumpe kate kn. n saw nad fren name arfah. n buat kwn uh. she's kind. heheh. then they ask kite(me, tika, nad n naq) join msk tempat room dorg then kite mcm. disagree so kite cpt2 book then msk room. heheh. then nyanyi2. go toilet. my sister go toilet about 3-4 times i was like aiyya. this girl then keep goin' in out jus 4 my sis. haiya. then got tis group of guys laugh at me n stare then i ignore luh siot. kiwek nya mat. stare tkd care laen. hais then we finish karaoke at 7.40+ then we plan to eat at orchard. haiyya. my sister problem uh. untill she cry of hunger. hais. okay. then i tod makanan dhe sedap then i try to eat iti was like about to vomit bck i tahan uh sey. lapar nya psl. then after eating.. laki2 semua nk ikot jln ngn kite. at last pt satu tempat nie ade fight. hais. my sis tried to calm arfah. heheh. mcm she was like.. uh.. cnt explain. hehhe. okay. then kite balek. pt mrt my sis sebok lak nk pee. aiya bru nk balek. then cpt2 carik toilet. tika n naq ikot also. then after my sis pee. kite 3 ambik gbr..

me n naq

me, tika, naq!

us^^(ignore my face!)

okay onli 3 uh.. cause we r late(goin' home luhs)

okay.. then we go bck to the mrt station uh. then arfah n nad was like saying "korg berak eh?!?" theen kiter tiga2 point adik aku uh. ahah okay then we(me, arfah n tika n tis 3 guys took the mrt the to Pasir Ris n the other took the go woodlands n yaws. reach tamp 10+ reach home 10.30+ mekk the bus reach so slow

then reach home ayah ask me 4 money luh ahahah. then play psp awhile then sleepy i sleep. then wake up at 1a.m or 2a.m hehhe then sleep bck.

kk today;

now currently chating wif ex tps.. Atiqah, Naqiah, Azizah, Syafiqah, me[: lima sekali gus. heheh. okay.. hey guys i'm planing to buy guitar. da minat luh ngn guitar jealous npk org maen guitar n currently tngh saving uh.. ahha n now goin' to 10.3o playing hand man wif ex-tps rindu dorg sheys! now my brother da balek n dorg semua da off9 tinggal naq jek. sedih shey. tpi happie gue dpt conversation ngn dorg 1st time shey happy cm nie juz in msn. hehhe. if i cn turn bck time kn bagus. i hate my new life.. so sedih shey.. like so lonely]':. now watching Hannah Montana movie hehehe. mendak nya psl.. heheh okay luh till here[:

my dream guitar ahhah..

I'm bored to the max -_-

^^ that is my picture when i'm bored so i took some pics kire kn ss,, mendak sia..^^
hello readers,,,
sorie uh nvr update my blog 4 2 days.. i'm now more busy luh then you guys expected.. carik a sch 4 my sis 4 tempelory jekk. cause we r waiting 4 special sch. so ya.. then i'm busy cause buying thing like sch bags n more.. u guys noe sch is goin' to start. nnnnn my brother choose to go ITE i would say gd choice. u noe y? cause if he continue sec 5 if he fail or wat he would just had wasted 1 yr of his life in Junyuan. ok carry on about my boring day today. stayed home just like jail. i want go out wif Atiqah but cnt loh. my father nt home.. i cnt bring my sister out of tamp. my father surely scold me badly. if my father find out uh. hish. i wnt to be free but cnt need to bring my sister every where i go. haish. okay luh till here. no other things to say. okay bb
~Adios ppl!

heheh. ignore my anoyying sucks face siowsz..^^

dear readers,,

Yesterday i had alot of fun. I went out of my home sweet home 2+. then saw her atcually i cnt hear shes calling me frm behide. hhahhaha. cause im hearing music loh. ahahh. sorie tika.(: then after that we went to popular book store wif tika. i bought alot of pen. cause using voucher loh so bought it just 4 fun. hehhe. alomost forgot to tell wat happen there. we reach there we r so tired so we sat on the floor. then search 4 pens.while searching saw this 2 minah reps staring at us. so we ignore them uh.

5 minutes later,,

Dhabitah reach shock us she accidentally drop the pen n hit the floor. n Atiqah was shock to saw Dhabitah standing beside her. ahhahh. then ccontinue searching 4 more pens. n then pay it. Dhabitah sempat tengok CD2 then dhe npk Justin Bieber nya CD bestu dhe tunjuk aku ngn Tika. Justin Bieber was damn HOT! in the photo. hehhe. then chitchat... go mc go buy drinks. then saw a fren of us John n Shawn(EX-TPS) HEHEH. cnt belive it they work over there. heheh. they look funny. hehhe.

10 minute later,,

we plan to go fitri house. so took MRT then he said he cnt mit us. so cancel the trip to his house n we plan to go vivo. hehe.. reach vivo. we r so hyper. hehe. we r so damn funny.. i cnt recall it i mean i cnt explain wat happen there. then took MRT to tamp.. we reach tamp like 6.55 like that. Dhabitah was like damn scared. scared kena scolded by her mother. then antar her home. then left me n tika. wwe plan to go her house but at last go st 81. then we missed bus 293 2 times. then we waited 4 10-20minutes then reach there go search 4 shoe shop then bought it alrdy plan to go Atiqah's house. reach there Atiqah's mother ask me to eat maggie before that Shahril come into Atiqah's room n ask 4 USB. then Atiqah search 4 USB i stare at Shahril onli ehheh. then Atiqah brother reach home i was like uh damn.. then he ask me to help him to change song then when that time in my mind is blank so.. ya.. then after he went out me n tika ask Azizah to help out about the link thingy. then at last we did it.. yahoo! aahhha. ok than Qayyum ask Atiqah to link me first. idk y? asl uh Qayyum??? pelik uh.. then 10+ went out of atiqah crib then we try to make Dhabitah jealous hahha. by...... telling her me n Atiqah still hang out near lib. ahahah then met wif some tams... ahhah. okok then took some picture.. then sorie cnt continue.. my eyes r hurting.. okay maybe or maybe nt continue tis post.

kk bye2((:

aiyya.. so tired sia.. yesterday sleep at 2am. watch spongebob at justinTV. cause i cnt sleep i usually sleep at 1+ then i need download this game named Maple Story. hais. i nid to wait 4 2-3 hrs 4 that haiya.. at last i fell asleep hehe. my brother help me off my com. i gt such a nice brother[: . hehhe. okay. then wake up at 6 my sister pee on her bed i was like WTF. haiyya. then its to late to scold her. shes all wet. then bring her to toilet. then bck to dream land then at 6.40 my father wake me up to pray. then after that i cnt sleep animore haiyya. im so super tired.. then at 10+ my father buy groceries then nid to go down carry it. nid go down 2 times. the 2nd time i went down i nid to carry the groceries by myself n it was like 10++ kg. n my sister walk like ants. i was frecking angry like wnt to throw those thing on my sister head. haish. then reach home cook for my father. then on9 n blog. then atiqah msg me n my beloved cousin msg me. atiqah says that today cn i go out after praying. i ask my father says cn. cn uh. then. i mit atiqah for.. buying our sch things., bags, shoes n others. use vouchers. ehehe. my cousin tell me a rahsia. cnt tell its between me n her. okay luh till here im to tried to continue all. okay luh bb

ADIOS!

yesterday,,

off9 at 3 get rdy to go NTUC. my brother ask me to follow him. hehehe. so i agreed. my sister also following.

then,,

at the traffic i saw this cute guy. N N he is my brother's friend ((: . His name is Izhar. i noe him though facebook. hehe. okay continue. go NTUC buy groceries.. untill 3o dollars +ahhah.. rabak kn? heheh. lucky i ask my ayah 4 voucher. then okay. we came out of NTUC. my brother say wnt to race? then i agreed loh. ahaha. we race till blk 740. N my sister n brother r too far infront. then i slow down cause there r cars passing there. so reach home arangge groceries. after that watch tv. cause my father using laptop. then i start to draw in my drawing book of coz ya.. n listen to this song. the tittle is" Hanya Cinta Yang Bisa - TitiDJ" the song 4 me is so ... touching.. hehehe.  sometimes i rmmbr about my past wif my late mom n my primary frens. i think all of my frens just forget me. i feel lonely inside. Last time inside me(heart) has alot of pple staying. meaning alot of pple that care alot of me. since my mom pass away n i got to secondary sch i felt so lost in the middle of a maze. semua hilang mcm magic. just wif a blink dorg tinggal kn kisah lame ini. ]: haish.

okay,,

yesterday night. my uncle(my father's adik) came to my house. then i need to cook 4 him. haish. then chat2 wif my uncle n ayah. then magrib i pray then continue chating wif them. then help my un cle download songs.. hehehe. u noe me. i'm kind.. hahaha. ya right. [: ahhah sometimes when im in a mood[: okay. then i secretly toke some picture of them hehehe. >>>>my uncle[[: he looks shocked.

okay..

I WILL UPLOAD MORE MY COM NOW LAG!

hey,,

so tired luh sey... yesterday wake up at 10++ then on9 4 a while then chat2 then off9 bath. then continue bloging the previous post yaws.. sorie i cnt make my 2nd post of the day yesterday cause i came bck home about 10+ . Yesterday around 1+ reach Syafiqah home then her mother ask me to eat ferst. then okay loh then they give me money. heheh cause thay have ntg to give on my bdae.. hehehe.then after taht we r late to mit Qayyum.. hais. then we just knew that someone following us it is....Qayyum. he also bring along his frens.. Azhari n Ikan(Shafiq). Then toke bus 19 to Changi then the 3 boys play pool wif my sister. me n  Syafiqah prank tis guy name Yazid.. ahhah nt my brother hor.. ahaha. okok. then my sister wnt to go toilet then Qayyum also ask Syafiqah to treat him drink then okay lor then Syafiqah has no money so use my money then nvr mind lor then they round2 at Changi Villige then saw Qayyum sister. then Ikan n Azhari play hide n seek wif Qayyum. ahaha then we plan to go home cause i wnt to follow Syafiqah family to Marina Barrage.  so we say to Qayyum that we wnt to go home. then we wait 4 bus 29 so late untill we sweat like hell heeh..

Syafiqah senyum paksa. hahaha..

half an hour ltr,,

reach tamp. int. ask Syafiqah to call her house use my hp. then her mom ask to wait at the IKEA bus stop. then we wait the for half an hour then cnnt tahan wif the rokok smell then we like close our nose haiyya. then they reach fetch us they staight go Marina Barrage! so fun siow. we play wif the water like small kids. cause it is my first time jejak my foot there then i was like freaking jakon. ahahha. okok. then play wif the water wif my adik, kakak ankt, adik ankts. while my bpk n mak ankt watch us playing. then untill my seluar so wet they go splash me untill wet haiyya. then stop 4 awhile. eat then continue playing. then we stop like at 7+ cause the wind is freaking cool then my sister is shivering. hais. then change her clothes. then after that i ask Syafiqah to bring me to the top.  then we alrdy half way. the wind like pushing us. trrhen we force ourself to clime up. reach the top toke some pics. then saw lots of minahs n mats hate it so much. then we walk till the end then we walk bck then we reach then ground me n syafiqah go toilet. then we r so damn hungry cause we havent eat anitink frm 1+ so we go eat at bedok. then after eating. we go home. my sister scold me that she wants to go home reach home 10+ then go home faster change. then. play laptop for awhile then my sister use then my father ask to stop then stop loh. then m sister said she is hungry. then i say tomorrow then cn eat then i go toilet for awhile when i come bck to my bed she alrdy asleep then okay uh. then i was like damn bored. i go out from my room watch tv. go toilet. go kitchen drink water. then baring2 on my bed. i do repeatly. then at 2am sharp i fell asleep aahhah.

then today,,

woke up at 11.30. then play laptop. heheh. everyday like that. then now currently mkn currypuff hehehe. fav uh. okay luh till here((: bb N more pics on my face book((:

ADIOS!!!

ahahha.. my pagy face...

after siap...(sorie uh my face so like that the wind haiyya so freaking strong)

okok.. where shoud i start? okok get it.. ok lame uh.. okay.. now finish bathing.. n now currently eat currypuff ahahha... hungry shey.. now 12.30 later at 12.40+ goin out wif Syafiqah n Qayyum.. hais.. so bored go out wif them . tpi ape nk buat da kene paksa... haiyya. tpi at least  aku jejak pt luar. ahha. mendak sia pt uma.. okay... hais.. okay luh till here later come bck changi i post my 2nd post of the day.

~caow~

~tata~

This post are writen on 9th December on my dairy

hari ini aku sagat sedih tpi tk tahu kenape. itu yg aku sagat hiran. sedih tanpa alasan. aku rasa hati aku bukan untuk S____ lagi. tu pn aku tk tahu asl.. mcm nk kasi dhe free dri idop aku.agaknya dhe doa yg supaya aku tk suka pada dhe lagi. aku pn nk tahu dhe baek2 tk. da lame tk jumpe dhe. sedih. maybe Syafiqah betol bukak skola maybe aku suke dhe alek. aku nk cntct same dhe alek. tpi kecian aku hilang semua kwn akunya cntct num. hais. dhe pn tk tahu num bru aku.haiyo..aku kene bersabah menghadapi cabaran mcm ini. makin lama makin memberat luh. itu yg first uh .

yg second... kwn lame aku. aku rasa mcm the end of the story. satu2 kasi alasan bile nk jumpe. nnti last2 tk muncul aku hrp satu hari mesti mereka ingat bertapah masinnya mereka lupa kn aku . itu second.

3rd... aku sagat kecewa dgn sikap kwn2 aku. hrp2 mereka itu tahu masalah mereka . korg kalaw jahat mcm mane pn. aku selalu doa kn korg baek2 sahaja. aku sebagai kwn . aku suka tlg kwn aku bila drg ingin di bantu. korg tk paya balas budi aku ini.. aku cuma nk tlg kotg dlm hidup ini. dn selesa tinggal di dunia yg cantik ini. aku rasa mcm da tkde life lagi. aku ini setelah menulis ini di dairyku__________

~tata~

This post writen on 8th December

Today(8thDecember),

Atiqah says dnt be sad. N friend 2 called or msg her say "happy bdae to Liyana." N she said when r we going to mit primary frens? something like that uh. hish.. i wish i cn turn bck time i wnt to spead time wif all my primary frens. miss them n i wnt to take care of my late mom); so sad since last week i cried. but this week less cry luh cnt cry all the time.. i cnt cry just about 1 matter. its her problem uh.. but when she need help dnt ask me to help uh.. she so selfish think of herself n her new frens. if she cn do that so cn i forget her n pretend that ntg ever happen ...

~tata~

la8 posting..

today(7th december),

is my bdae(: abit happy. im happy cause some of my fren force me to be happy ya on my bdae.. im inside sad outside happy. sad cause some of my frens nvr even wish me..): every year since im 8 yrs old till now felt so sad.4 me my bdae is always a bd lck.. no pple wish me(5/50+), nobody talk to me(6/50+), nobody msg me(1/50+), no preasents(0/50+), at least a wish will do.. but haiz nvr mind... im sad.. my frens have plan a small party.. but nobody turn up.): but most of my friends just 4get it just like my friend Friend 1:insert name she only think of herself. I WNT THE OLD HER!!! WHERE IS THE OLD Friend 1:insert name pls im begging N the most i wnt the old 6 Foundation(TPS). korg! korg da janji kn tk akan lupe friendship kite no matter wat! This friendship MEANS to me alot BEB! korg je taw yg utk ku berteduh setelah kehilangan org yg ku cintai.. korg fhm2 kn sape? kwn bru aku. aku tk rapat ngn dorg..): korg je aku anggap keluarga kedua aku. dulu kite mcm satu keluarga. tpi skrg. finish. the end. tamat. mcm Atiqah ckp..korg da lupe satu same laen. korg fikir kn diri sndri. how selfish r u uh... cnt talk much on tis post. haiz.. tkp uh.. mmg idop gue mcm gini.

well continue my 2nd post,,,

yea... im finally bck to my home sweet home!! mekkk Atiqah brother is like wtf busy body.. ahahh(Atiqah, Qayyum jgn terasa...)hehheh.. im bored luh woit... n Qayyum continue kacaw2 me okay. ahahha. so called bored uh.. btw Qayyum link me okays.. link u alrdy.ahahh. meek.. tomorrow my bdae nid to go hospital mekk. hiss... n tnks Sakinah, Dhabitah tnks 4 the bdae wish yaws.. haiya!! hp drop again nvr mind ahhah... just now so have alot of fun wif Azizah n Atiqah tnks guy 4 goin out wif me..=D Qayyum u wnt my num ? tnye adik ko.. okay.. just gt a msg by my best fren Atiqah she wish me happy bdae. tnks kwn kushh.. love korg bagat... ok luh till here((: my father goin to use my laptop hhehhe.. u noe me every day my father goin to user it(((: okay dada...

~tata~

2nd post of the day..

today,

went out wif Atiqah n Azizah go n watch movie the title is "New Moon" the movie was okok uh we nvr finish the popcorn so we r full then went to Atiqah's crib. Go there lpk2 n watch tv in her room wif her brother.. so beside me is Atiqah she eating koko crunch btw..ahahha.. ok. so now im soooooo bored .. dk wat to do.. ya im blogging.. im goin bck @ 8+  ltr i go home continue my post.

crying bcoz my pri fren juz 4get bout our pastime..

im so sad cause my pri fren nvr make time to mit each other... juz 4 me pls eh kwn2 kush.. bsk bdae aku kn? tk kn korg terlupe.. skejap pn tkp.. at least jmpe jugak.. support siket uh korg.. korg cmfrm tahu perasaan aku kn.. Atiqah n Juraina je support n keluar ngn kwn lame.. da luh korg i tried my best luh frens.. bb

today,

morning.. wake up @ 12  then on com see who is on9 then bath then cook fish curry.. haiz tired then wash the plate till my cloths wet haiz.. then nid to change my cloths... tired then after change cloths 5 mins later my father called me to go downstairs to carry something haiz... then reach home arrange all the food then continue play com.. on9 wif syafiqah a while then she off9 she going out wif her family..  then 3++ my father n my 1st brother go out go "kunduri" then they go out alrdy i watch Justin Bieber video.. then after that watch "heart series" n i started to cry when 1of them died.. cnt stop crying then 20 mins later Atiqah called me ask me about blog how to link pple.. then i teach her.. then she want to call my hp so i agree loh.. then.. she told me that her brother making blog ok uh n she told me that her brother want to link me i agreed too hahaha... then after talking to her hear "Favourite Girl - Justin Bieber" ahaha nice..  now 6.37.. im so cold.. freezing.. btw im in my room bloging...ntg to do loh... haiz.. ya.. my bdae comin... but i seems nt to happy luh i feel ntg.. hope cn mit SleeQ or Justin Bieber he is like so CUTE! n HOT! hope i gt wat i wnted haiz..

23 more days - Azizah bdae!

20 more days - Masturina bdae!

2 more days - my bdae!

 okay luh till here!

ADIOS!

yesterday,

my brother get new hp.. so jealous hahaha.. nt realie uh.. then... i gt new num.. then prank tis guy.. ahah funny sey.. cnt tell who is he.. hehhe(who wnt my new num gt from Nabilah, Syafiqah N Qayyum

today morning,

my cousin, haziq called me n ask me wheather i want to follow him to wild wild wet.. cause it is my brothers bday.. then my brother dnt wnt then cancel loh.. haiz...

then after that continue play my laptop n my sis play computer.. so ya.. bdae boy wake up... then go n bath... then bath 4 my sis.. then after that we go coffee shop buy prata 4 hole family... then continue play com. laugh2 wif adik n abg.. then ayah reach home nid to clean the living room n poor bdae boy also nid to help.. haiz...then continue play laptop... chat wif syafiqah @ msn told her about yesterday story ahhah.. then play habbo. then i m make a video of Justin Bieber the link( http://www.youtube.com/user/Liyana95 ) check it out ahah. i was bored so make video.. then edit my pics then ask syafiqah to view my new video on youtube. then she told me that she is going to go m'sia. haiz so no 1 to chat wif then now 9.30 i cook maggie 4 my beloved sister. heheh. then now we plan to watch the simpsom movie on my laptop. hehhe okay till here[: